I want to start this out, by saying I realize that I pushed blame for my actions onto you and ceph,

I apologize for that.

and stirring the pot with the both of you, ceph has mentioned they had the best intentions

but I didn't listen.

I was so upset about the apology and how humiliated i was with it,

that I shrugged it off as non-genuine. Because I knew I could do better.

I owe you (ceph and niko) a genuine apology for the shit that happened a week/a few days ago since the apology I gave you in that last video wasn't enough.

To niko, I am sorry for saying how I felt about you, despite you alr having a partner I am aware that my tweet caused you and ceph a great amount of discomfort, I am aware now that my dms, also caused you a great amount of discomfort and I apologize for making you uncomfortable by saying those inappropriate things to you. I was being a horndog and that's entirely my fault.

To ceph, I can imagine as a partner you felt it was in your nature to step in once you saw your boyfriend being uncomfortable by me, my actions are grotesque, my actions, along with what i did was perverted, and unacceptable, in addition i very bluntly had no boundaries, i am deeply sorry for affecting you two in this way and it won't happen ever again.

I should have known better and I Didn't think of how it would affect either of you.

What I did, was gross and very immature and irresponsible of me. I also want to apologize for one last thing,

I realize now ceph and the others weren't trying to blackmail me,

that was a idea pointed out to me by someone else and

I feel bad about trying to label it as that, I apologize for that.

I hope we can move on from this, and I hope you have a good life. Thank you. - Spocc.